Being in crisis has a way of forcing me to focus on my Spiritual well being...recognizing that all things are temporary (including life...and my moods! lol), I must confront the demons in the closet and the cobwebs in my soul.
We are always on a spiritual path though so many of us (sadly) are very unaware that this is so. Life can seem heavy at times, but when we take a step back and LAUGH we can see clearly how we have created such a mess and that it is up to us to solve it. Not to say that all things - or even most - can be solved, but matters on the physical plane and within our relationships can be. It takes strength of purpose, communication, and courage sometimes, but it can be done. It takes great courage and guts to reach out to others in our times of need and I am honored that in my profession I am able to be there for those courageous individuals.
My personal path has been long, twisted, and arduous but no matter how difficult it is at times, I continue pushing forward (sometimes after a good cry or reaching out to others myself) and I find my work - helping others to understand some of the most difficult aspects and relationships in their life - to be fulfilling and mutually healing for both myself and my clients. There has been very few clients who come to me that I do not recognize a synchronicity within or learn from myself.
I have been in a crisis for some time now, but particularly so in the past few days. Some people have the false impression that spiritual healers/astrologers/metaphysicians/etc are unable to help others when they themselves need help, but this is not so...at least not for me. Indeed, the deeper and more powerful my own crises, the stronger my connection to Spirit and the more intensely I throw myself into my work. Sometimes I am physically unable to keep up with what I need to do and have to take more breaks and days off, but when I do get back to being productive, the work I produce is at its peak. I am lucky in that my regular clients are willing to wait and be patient for me to deliver, and I thank them from the bottom of my heart. My health is still very much affected by the car accident I was in two years ago and I am struggling to find the funds to pay for medical procedures I need, but I will put my trust and faith in the Universe that I will be provided for. Perhaps one benefit of that nasty accident is that I am more interested in health and physical healing than ever before, when prior to it I was more focused on the state of the Soul.
I am currently reading various texts on the Michael Teachings, the Creative Astrologer by Noel Tyl, and The Schwarzbein Principle by Dr. Diana Schwarzbein.
I took this test earlier that is called the Personal DNA test...I turned out to be an Benevolent Inventor. You can read the entire thing here if you like:
